I.Failed.me

“What happened to you?” He said.

WHAT? what do you mean?

Months later.. it echoes…

Simple question
Shaking me beyond belief!
Earthquake.
Slap on the face.

What happened?!
I don’t know. But I don’t like it.
I don’t want that.

Who am I?
Past or Present?
Which is real? Which is meant to last?

Dread.

Give no excuses to the “Now”.

Tainted.
Stained.
Wash it over.
Scrub scrub scrub.
Don’t let it eat me.
Terror.
Wash away the mud… the dirt…
Accumulated.
Wash
Soak
Decontaminate
Purify

Kill those vibes
Stranger to younger you
Helplessness is weak will, sloth, and delusion.

Dig out positivity
The old magic
The secret spring of sanguinity
That old place
The used-to-be-permanent state of mind
Seek it out
Let it empower you. Protect you. Contain you
Enlightenment
Dig it out from deep within your soul
It’s still there; we know it (you, me, myself and I)

What happened?!!

Dread
Inconceivable fear
Short breath
Little air
Dust

Wash it all away
Rise again
And reach for the cotton candy blue clouds you so love.

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